Life is scarier....

Hmmm... one would think that this new phase in life is exciting..... OMG!!!! My first job!!!! ah... the first few days were bliss... nothing to do... nowhere to go.... unlimited internet access... one went beserk.. if this is work, god your kind.... :) .. My life was in the fast lane.. one whole month and counting... people still asking me as to why a biotech student would want to take up an ad sales job!! poles apart.. some satisfied with my answers and some just clueless... coming to clueless.. thats how i was during my vacation after i finished college.. no college to go to anymore.. so now what??!!! CLUELESS!!!! let me tell you that it wasn't a pleasant feeling... I felt that life was going nowhere.. then suddenly opportunities sprung and i jumpedinto the deep dark well called the real world where people just want results... otherwise you can consider yourself out!! Here you do make friends , but they are your competition as well... while studying one definately faced competition but one always knew that they wouldn't be thrown out for not performing top of the class!! Here its different.... If you don't perform, your out!!!!! Hence.. Life is scarier!!! One has to step carefully, forget leaping.... coming to my work.. I have got to sell ad space in a lifestyle magazine.... Cosmopolitan... ha ha I thought it would be cake walk.. I mean who wouldn't want their ad in that magazine.. come to think of it now.. many!!!! :( I'm only two months old to this but i already know that 'granted' is a word which will no longer exist in my dictionary.... and 'persuation' is a skill i really need to work on....